I feel for you
I just saw you on Oprah and was deeply touched. Go on and do what makes you feel good and try to restore your soul.
I am European I did not loose anyone in a war and I have been through one as a child in Africa at age 5.
I can imagine just what he has been through. As impressions are multiplied when one is a child.
You are so upright to stand up for the many others who do not.
Mei this war end sooner than later as it is the downfall of America.
Mei one day come when one can join a force that only protects a country locally peacefully.
I find momentary peace in photography. Here are 40.000 family friendly photos that may provide you with some armchair travel
that may take away your thought be it for one hour only.
LOVE & PEACE.